:( my friend .. ♥

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omg..

the violin lesson seems to become harder ><'' ..

huhu .. tired ><'

and i don't really have much time for my practice...

since i need to work ~~

not just this ..

and i do found out that working EVEN snatches my time for accompany my FRIEND !! ><''

actually i really thought that i can accompany my ji muii more at this holiday ..

cause PMR's over ..

and now my mom wasn't being that strict to me ald ..

but i've made a wrong decision ....

i went WORKING .. =.=

and so ..

i can't just put down my work to accompany my friends even if i wanted to ..

u know .. 

i'm just started working ..

so .. i can't be too ' OVER ' ~ >,''

i could get fired ?? ><''

gosh ..

haix..

because of i can't go out whether i want ..

i've lost many things ..

LOVER ....

FRIENDS ....

i feel depressed and guilty when i say the word '' i can't go .. '' to my friends ..

and i'm sorry ..

and i'm damn damn damn looking forward for my adult life..

so that i have the right to meet or hang out with my friends when my friends need me ..

especially my ji muii ...

i'll wait till that day comes ^^ ..

fighting !! ♥

and ..

as for my ji muii ..

" .. hey there .. i'm sorry if i let u down or dissapointed for so many times .. but  one thing i have to remind u .. my heart is owis there for u .. and ears to absorb ur sad things .. even a shoulder for u to hang on when u're tired ... just wait till i'm bigger ~~ ^0^ .. and and and !! dun tai sei me ah ' sei muii deng ' XD .. baka ! =P "

I LOVE MY JI MUII .. ♥

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