I wish I can become a person with no feeling ♥

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The moon is so bright and round tonight ..

but theres a black hole in my heart ..

and my heart is now down and dull ..

there's something bad that happend to people that i love ..

my grandpa and grandma ..

is there anything that can affect a 50++ years marriage ??

i don't like it when they argue ..

their relationship was so good in my impression all these years since i'm born ..

but now ..

i was shock by this situation ...

my grandpa will listen to me usually ..

but now ..

he's like doesn't even care about what i say ..

i feel sad about that ..

because i feel like there's nothing i can do to help them ..

i tried my best for it ..

but i think i fail ..

and he even look annoyed when i say goodbye to him before i go home ..

is he angry of me ??

...... i'm afraid ..

he didn't use that kind of expression to face me before ..

NOT EVEN ONCE .

Pls ....

don't be angry of me ...

pls ......

How i wish i can become a person without feeling ..

so i won't be sad althought something bad happend ..

i'm sick of the bad feeling ....

and now i just hope that they can get better ...

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will love last ??..

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