Raymond Lam ~!! ♥ finally met him ~ ^0^

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♥ [ 2010.10.16 ] ♥

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i'm extremly excited today ~

because ~

" I'M GOING TO MEET RAYMOND LAM " !!!!!!!!

muahahahahhahahaha ~~~~~~~~~~~~

he's going to promote " Alicafe " at 1U~

so i have the chance to meet him ~ ahhh ~ XD

i'm going MAD xD

well..

i go to 1U after i've met my dentist ~~ XD haha ...

we go to have our dinner 1st ~

" SUSHI KING "  ♥

after that it was 8 p.m. ..

so ~ i quickly rush to the place of the activity ~

but we stop when walking by an entrance ~

because suddenly my sis tell me that there r many ppl holding camera and seems to be like waiting for someone's arrival ~

then i saw 2 guard standing beside the entrance ~

and we guess that RAYMOND IS GOING TO APPEAR AT HERE !!!!  wooseh ~~~

so .. we stop there and started to wait ~ XD ..

and i've heard of someone saying that he is going to appear at here ~~ ! oh my gosh ~~

i'm getting more nervous and excited ~

and there were some aunty who ask me things while we're waiting ~

it was 2 at first ..

they ask me what's going on here ~ and ask that r we waiting for some stars ??

then i say " yes.. we're waiting for raymond lam .. but i'm not really sure about this .. but maybe he'll appear ~ XD "

but .. she asked me " who is raymond lam ?? is he good looking ?? "

then i say " ya ~~ he's very handsome ~ " XD

Oh My Gosh ~!! how could there be ppl that dunnoe him ?? ><'' aduh ~~

nvm lar ~ XD haha..

then one of them even said that i look like a working partner of her ~ 

Gosh ~~ 

2 of them look like they r 40-50 years ( ? ) old ??? 

and i look like the working partner of her ??!!!

damn .. =.=

i'm still young lol T^T ...

fine ~~~~

then awhile later ~ another aunty came by ~

she ask me whats going on ~

then  i answer the same answer as i tell the 2 aunty at the first ~

luckily this aunty knew who raymond is ~~ XD haha ..

she even said that he's very handsome ~ hehehehe ~

and she even wish me luck ~ XD

tq ~~~ ♥ hehe ..

after waiting for awhile .. it was 8.30 and more ..

we heard some noise out there ~

Raymond Lam is going to be here soon !!!

ahhhhhhh~~!!!!!

lol .. my heart is pumping ~~ ><''

and i'm getting more nervous ~

finally ~

He's HERE !!!!!

i saw a shinning handsome guy walking near !!!

It's HIM !!!!

i can't believe what i saw ~

i feel like i'm dreaming ~ O.O...

i wanted to pinch my face in order to check whether i'm dreaming ~

but ....... i have no time for that ......

BECAUSE !!! he walk with a fast speed LOL =.=...

like flying =.=...

gosh .....

everyone chase him and scream ~

[ included me =.= ] hahahahahaha ~~~ !!!!

paiseh paiseh   ~ XD

so .. we chased him until he get to the back stage ~

then i quickly find a place to stand ~

but ..... i always get pushed by other ppl ~~

there were too many ppl !!! gosh ~

traffic jam ~~ ><''

and those ppl infront of me were like giant ~~ so tall ~ ><''

i can't even see a thing although i'm wearing high heels =.=..

LOL .......

i feel like crying that time ..

because when he come on the stage i still can't see him ..

those big things and posters are blocking my views ~  ><'' 555 ...

i'm scared that i can't see him until he's leaving ><''

but luckily there were fans went up the stage and get his signature ~

so that i use this chance and squize to the front ~

Ohh yeah ~~~ ^0^ ..

But .......... today isn't my day .....

after i get to the front and try to capture pic of him  ~

there was a fatty [ girl ] blocking between raymond and i .. damn ! =.=

and she even blocking at there all the time ~

and i even heard many ppl behind me scolding her too XD haha !

bad fatty ! XD

and i even get to chit-chat with a girl standing beside me ..

we r scolding the fatty too XD hahaha !!

after that .. it's time for him to leave ~

NO ~~~~~~~~~ !!!!!! T^T .....

watching him leaving with a fast speed again  ~~~ =.=

LOL...

haix .. bye bye my dear ~~

see u next time XD haha ..

hmm ..

abit happy and sad today ..

sad ... caz just see him for awhile only .. haix ..

and not very lucky today ~ ><''

happy ~ caz i finally saw a star that i like for 3-4 years ~ !! ^0^ ..

and even a HONG KONG star ~!! wooseh ~~

and its my 1st time went to meet a star on purpose ..

1st time chasing a star XD

1st time meet a hong kong star ..

haha ~

but .... i wanted to give my " 1st time " to SHINee ~~~

but .. its impossible now ~  T^T ...haix ..

no choice .. raymond is early than SHINee ><''

 ♥ SHINee ~~~ T^T ... ♥

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Ney's Bufday ~ ♥

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♥  [ 2010.10.15 ] ♥

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i stayover at Ney's house on thursday ~

included Jia Shan and Chooi Yee ..

we're so crazy ~

we felt hungry at 12 a.m midnight so that we ate something then only we go upstairs ..

but when we tried to hop on to bed and get some sleep ~

our eyes are WIDE OPEN O.O...

gosh ~ ><''

so we decided to find something to play ~

we went downstairs and play com ~

we play until 3.45 a.m. then only we went upstairs again ..

we chit-chat for some minutes then only we went to bed ..

it was 4 a.m tat time ..

But that naughty NEY ...............

she scared us with telling that ghost will come out under the bed or through the blanket ~

GOSH !!! ><''

Chooi Yee is the one who sleep on the floor beside the bed so that she quickly climb up to the bed and sleep with us ~ XD haha ..

and Me ...... i just have a look in the blanket which is putting on my body then i quickly close it and have a BIG SCREAM ~ AHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><''

bad bad bad QNEY !!! ><'' 5555555 ...

she made us all can't sleep because of scare ...><''

LOL~

then i just hug her all night XD ..

blek ~ she started 1st XD

♥  ________________________________________________♥

the next day .. we wake up at 8.30 a.m. then we get prepared to go out ~

we headed to KEPONG ~~ ^^

CHI KA and DOU GEII join us too ^^ ..

Ney's hubby fetch Ney and I to JUSCO in order to bought the movie ticket after we reached KEPONG SENTRAL while the others headed to BREM MALL and book a room for KARAOKE ~ ^^

Ney bought the movie ticket of  " CHILD'S EYE " O.O...

i don't want ~~~ T^T .. i'm scared ><''

but .. there's no choice ~ there's no movie that the other wanted to watch  ~ ><''

after this .. we went to BREM MALL and meet the others ..

after singing .. we went back to JUSCO to have the movie ~

it was the cinema's 15 years anniversary so we can have the promotion~

we can get a small popcorn and drinks with RM 5 ~ ^^ ..

finally ~ the movie started ~ ^^

excited + scary ~

and i just watch for the 1st 20 minutes then i just close my eyes when i know the ghost will come out ~ XD

HAHAHA ~

money wasted ~ T^T ...

and I even scream the whole time while the others are laughing =.=.... 

LOL...

after the movie was over ..

my legs are shaking =.- ........ 

huhu ~

how embarresed ><''

CONCLUSION :

i will never ever watch horror movies at cinemas again ~ !!! ><''

i swear ~~~ !!! ><' ahhhh.......

after that Ney's hubby fetch Ney and I back while the others back by KTM ~

we have dinner at " dunnoe where XD " with her hubby and 2 other fren ~

after that we straight away back to home ^^

I even fall asleep in the car XD ..

I sleep on Ney's shoulder XD

Ah B ~ sry ya ~~~ XD hehehehe ....

well ~ I reached home on 8 p.m. and more ..

i gave my sis a gift because it was her bufday today ^^ ..

after that my family and I celebrate her bufday ^^ ..

Happy bufday sis ~ ♥

May all ur wishes come true ~^^

All The Best to You ^0^ ♥

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I Do Nothing Wrong !!! ♥

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♥  [ 2010.10.14 ] ♥

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any thing wrong with watching a mv that i LOVE to watch for many times ??!!!

what's MV for if we can just only watch it for once ???!!

DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG ???!!!!!!!!!

i'm extremly angry and feel annoyed for what my father have done to me ...

i open the " hello " MV of SHINee and watch it since i have nothing to do ~

and my father is sitting on the sofa behind me ~

then he suddenly shout at me ~

" Hey !! what's for for watching over and over again??!!! watch for once is enough ! "

then i say " i didn't watch over and over again~ >< "

then he say " u didn't ??!!! i've saw it for many times ald ! "

what the ...

the time that u saw it for many times it was my sis who r watching it ~

NOT ME !!!!!!! ok ???!!!!

why wouldn't u shout at them when they r watching it but me ??!!!

it's not fair !! ><''

are there rules in law that say we can't watch a MV more than once ???!!!

u have no right to shout like that at me ,

I DO NOTHING WRONG !!!! ><''

gosh damn ~ ><''

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敏生日 ♥ 小提琴

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 ♥ [ 2010.10.13 ]  ♥

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今天还书给学校。。

放学了之后2点多。。

去Mom's陪敏庆祝生日。。

去到了看到她们都到了。。

包括她的June 。。

吃饱后就吹蜡烛～

他们把蜡烛压到低低～

叫敏和另一个寿星女咬出来。。

敏做了。。

到薇了。。

但她咬不出。。

全部人就叫我帮忙～

天。。

我没试过叻～～

看就有经验啦～ =。=

没办法～ 全部人对我一个～

我输 。。=。=

算了。。

帮朋友～ 兼满足全部人～ XD

咬了后他们还拍手=。=

好热烈的掌声～ XD

庆祝完后就快快赶到我们的目的地

" Yamaha " .. ♥

 

[ decided to learn violin ^^ ]

一开始因为价钱问题所以没得学。。[ too expensive ><'' ]

但过后谈成了。。
RM 90 per month ^^ yay ~ !

而我们也定在下个拜四开课。。

21号。。 [ 如没什么意外的话。。 ]

fee : RM 90 per month ..[ pay RM 45 for half month ]

violin : RM 390 ..

books : RM 20-30

i need to pay RM 490 for the 1st time for all those things up there ..

and .. i use my own money O.O...

my mom allow me only when i say i use my own money to buy the violin =.=..

i pay for that 490 then only my mom pay for 90 every month ~

5555... my money ~~~

[ dunnoe when can only i find back those money ~~ huhu ]

i use so much money for the 1st time in my life XD

well... i'm gonna learn it with all of my hardwork ~ ^^

and i'm trying to find a time to tell my father bout this ..

i scare he wont let me ..

so my mom and i decided to tell him after we pay those fee XD.. haha ..

come on ~~ ><''

i'm abit excited about it ..

because its my 1st time learning something not included study ~

i didn't learn anything else since my born till now except tuition and study ~~

well ~ i'm looking forward to it ^^ ♥

Fighting !!! ^^.. ♥

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Ney babe ♥ Happy ? ^^

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♥ [ 2010.10.12] ♥

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gee gee gee gee baby baby baby gee gee gee gee bab bab bab bab bab  ~~~~~~ XD

oh my gosh ~

oh my gosh ~

Ohhoho ~~~ finally get permission from my parents to stayover at Ney's house on thursday then celebrate her buf buf on friday ~ ♥

* i'll share the situation and conversation with my dad here ~~ XD *

i sneak into my dad's room with my mouth full with " kekekekekekekekekeke .......... " while he's putting his attention on his com ~

then he ask me " ke wat ?? "

Me " er..... kekekekeke ... er .......... ..... well.. my fren's buf is on 18th Oct .. then i'm going to stayover at her house on thursday and gonna celebrate her buf on friday ~ .. can i ?? "

Dad " u've finished ur exam right ?? "

Me " yup ~~ why ?? "

Dad " well ~ it's a yes to me since u've finished ur exam ~ "

O.O..... [ SHOCK ]

and i'm thinking " this easy ???????? how would he allow me this easy ?? wohhhh ~~~~ yeah babe XD "

so ~ i'm not that nervous anymore ~~

so i started to lay on his bed and say something more rolling here and there ..

i say ..

Me " oh ?? really ?? wooh ~~ well ~ u know ~ we're going to return our text book to school tomorrow so that i wont go to school on friday caz teacher is not going to teach while there's no text book so i can go and celebrate my fren's bufday ~~  ^^ r u sure ?? u really do allow ? "

Dad " Nope ~ "

O.O..... [ 2ND SHOCK ]

Me " huh ???? !!!!!!!  what ???!!!!! but... bt .... u do say ' yes ' just now !! "

Dad " u do know is just now ~ not now ~~ "

Me " what ?? oh no ~!! don't do this ~~~ u can't do this to me  ~ u do say ' yes ' !! "

Dad " canot canot canot ~~~ XD "

so .... i become nervous again ... i went near him and give him a massage and beg him ~

Me " come on ~~~~~ yes yes yes ~~~~ ok ?? "

Dad " don't disturb me ~~~~~ go away ~~~ XD "

Me " yerrrrrr~~~~~~~~~ ( going back and lay down on the bed again ) .. aduh ~~~~~ i should have just say thank u and leave here as fast as i can while i get ur permission ~ why would i be so stupid to stay here and say those bullshit ??? !!! ARGHHHHH !!!!! ~~~ i regret it !! ~ ><''''' .. "

Dad " haha ~~ u " si fat han " lar ~~ [ speak " " in cantonese ]

Me " LOL .. not " si fat han " .. is " doh gao yu " !!!!! ><'' ahhhh !!!!!!

Dad " hahahahhaha ~~~ just like ur mom XD "

finally .. i can't stand it anymore ~ i scare he'll say " NO " again .. so i quickly went to him and make a small massage for him [ again =.= ] and say " aiyo ~ i know .. i know u sure allow ~~ right ?? .. we 2 " sam leng xiong tong " geh mar ~~~~ so i know lar ~~ aiyo .. good good ~~ thank u har ~~~ ok har ~~~ yes har ~~~ [ say this and sneak to the door slowly ] okok har ~ thank u lar ~~ bye bye !! tata !! XD [ quickly went out the room and close the door ] " buahaha ~

WAKEKEKE !!!! success !!!!!!! I DID IT  !! ♥ muahaha ~~

after that ~ i suddenly think of a nasty idea ~

i wanna make a joke with Ney ~ 

wanted to give her a BIG SURPRISE  ~

so .. i called her ~..

" DUT ... DUT .... DUT .... "

FINALLY ~ she picked up the call ~

Ney " hello ?? "

Me " hello ??......... " [ trying to make a sad voice ] XD

Ney " sze ?? "

Me " ney ........... i've asked my father just now ..."

Ney " really ?? what did he say ?? " [ nervous ] XD

Me " ........... sry ........... " [ gosh .. hard to handle my voice while i'm trying my best not to burst out laughing ]

Ney " why sry ?? canot ?? .... can't stayover or celebrate or 2 also can't ?? "

Me " ....................................................... [ really can't handle it .... so i din talk for a sec... bt she thought i'm sad and was crying XD ( poor ney XD ) ] ........ sry ........... [ my emotion is getting worst XD ]

Ney " r u ok ??? really can't?? "

Me " ... sry .... because ....... tat i will make u HAPPY !!!!! i CAN go !!!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ finally burst out laughing ]

Ney " LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEY !!!!!!!!! DON'T DO THAT !!!!!!! U'VE SCARED ME !!!! seii suii muii ah ~~ !!!!! let u scared until ~~~~ aduh !!! >< "

Me " hahahahhahaha ~~~~ !!!! SURPRISE !! XD "

hehehehehehehehe ...... big surprise for u (?) my NEY ~~~ ♥ ^^ 

HAPPY ?? XD ..

i'm naughty though XD .. ♥

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PMR 's OVER !!!!!!! ♥

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WoooooSehhhhh !!!!!

PMR -

Bye Bye !! , Annyong !! , Sayonara !! , Tata !! ^0^

SYOK !!!

damn .. it comes to the end just like this ..

time flows ~ XD

- THE END of JAIL LIFE -

hehe ...... anyway ~ it's my ' MERDEKA ' time now ~~

i can do whatever i want ~ XD muahaha ~!!

my maths gonna passssssss !!!!!! Oh pls ~!

pls ....... maths ....  pls pass ~~~~ ><''

or not .... i can't face Ney and her mom ~~~ ( T.T )

sob ~

i can relax and enjoy myself now ...

and i'm going to use my holiday full with joy XD ( well maybe ? )

i dun wanna waste my holiday with nothing ..

i'm gonna make my self  '' full '' ~ hehe..

well ~~~ that's all ~ ♥

♥ SHINee - Hello ♥ ^^ ( fall for it XD )

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3条10 !!!!!!!! ♥

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今天是个很特别的日子..

♥10年10月10日..♥

好多人都选在这个日子结婚.. [ 看报纸说的><]

搞得我.............

有种想结婚的冲动=.=...... 

天......

我姐~~ 她说:" 诶~ 在一个这么有纪念价值的日子应该要做些特别的东西~.."

我说:" 什么?? "

她竟然说: " 去动物园打老虎的屁股一下~~~ 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!! "

..................................O.O''.................................

我.................. 吐血........... =.=

很炸到一下~~ =.=

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今天到酒楼去吃餐好的.. 

[ 其实事实上是要拿奖励金... 嘿嘿.. ]

我拿到了中学组的第二名.. 60块而已........T^T...

要是拿到第一名的话就有80块拿了~!!!! 555555.....

唉..算了.. 有得拿就好了.. 

现在这个社会赚钱不容易啊~~~ XD 呵呵 ..

我妈和奶奶今天还真是吃了豹子胆 ,

竟然敢上台唱歌~~ 哇噻!~..

佩服佩服~~ 偶像啊~~~ XD 

掌声鼓励鼓励~~ ^^.. ♥

今天也拍了很多照片.. 

迟些上传来和大家分享^^ ..

Annyong ~ =)

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Thx Bii Onni ♥ ^.^

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My blog become very nice ald ~~~

All Thx to Bii ~ ♥

Thx her for spending her time helping me decorate my blog ..

I appreciate it  ^^..

well.. Bii's my precious babe ..

precious Onni ..

and,

best fren =)

we've been knowing each other for 3 years .. [ or 2 years and more ?? ] ..

but she's been helping me alot .. and she cares for me much ..

and one more thing..

actually she's my muii muii .. bt i call her jie jie ==.. [ gosh ~ how TERRIBLE am i ~ ]

and although she's a muii [ counted by birthday ] , bt she do care for me as a jie jie ..

i feel touching ..

i'll take that as a TREASURE of mine .. ♥

and,

i wanted to thank her .. for becoming a ' VIP ' of my life =)

Thx Babe ♥

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PMR .. ♥

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oh my gosh !!!!...

i'm facing one BIG enemy now ..

'' PMR ''!!!!

well .. although i din prepare much .. bt i've already try my best to score it .. i do get my revision .. ( pretty much though ) ><''.. haix ,, watever la .. juz .. take it easy .. ><..

losing confidence ... ...

♥♥ Keep It Up Yo !!! ♥♥

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一个让你宁愿坐牢也想杀的女人！

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see this real life story .. damn feeling wanna kill that freaking woman !!!! >< feel like crying when i saw this ...


let us pray for this poor little girl ... ...




这是一个真实的故事，纪念一个叫“苏丽”的小女孩

1991年1月18日，《人民公共安全专家报》二版有一篇令人咋舌的消息：1990年12月10日下午，(青海省)西宁市兴海路兴西居委90号3岁的幼女苏丽因抓吃鸡食，被她母亲用针和膨体纱线将嘴缝住，并罚跪搓板长达1小时之久……

时隔两年，1993年3月10日凌晨1时许，小苏丽突然在其家中死亡……

1993年3月2日中午，瘦骨嶙峋的苏丽躲在屋角的旮旯里，羡慕地看着比她大一岁的哥哥躺在妈妈怀中撒娇。



“妈，咱们好久没吃红烧肉了，啥时候再吃呀?”白胖胖的苏超噘起红润的嘴唇——同是妈妈燕志云的亲生骨肉，但他从出生那天起就一直被视为家里的“小皇帝”。

“好儿子，走，买肉去，下午妈妈就给你做红烧肉吃。”燕志云说完在苏超胖乎乎的脸蛋上亲了一日，然后看也不看蹲在角落里的小苏丽，领着儿子锁上门走了。



丽丽踮着脚，从大门上的小洞里看着妈妈和哥哥那亲热的样子，眼泪扑簌簌地掉下来。她就在门上的小洞里向外看着，当她看见邻居冶阿姨走来，赶紧以哀求的口气朝外喊：“冶阿姨，丽丽饿。”

冶阿姨看了看门上挂着的铁锁，俯下身子，从门上的小洞里望着丽丽血泪斑斑的小脸，一阵酸楚涌上心头。她叹了口气，询问道：“丽丽，妈妈又打你了?”丽丽轻轻地点了点头。冶阿姨的眼睛潮湿了，赶紧转身向家中走去。

丽丽听到冶阿姨远去的脚步声，立刻跑到后窗户前，双手握着横在窗框上的钢筋，踮着小脚期待着。不一会儿，冶阿姨将一个馒头从窗户里递进去，丽丽几口就把馒头吞下了肚。冶阿姨望着那狼吞虎咽的样子，无可奈何地叹了口气，心痛地把手伸进窗户，在丽丽的头上抚摸着……

燕志云和苏超拎着肉回来了。丽丽看着哥哥手中的雪糕，听着他津津有味的吸吮声，她舔了舔嘴唇，不由得直咽口水。 “滚一边去!”他*的一个巴掌扇到她脸上。看着妈妈脸上凶狠的样子，丽丽退缩到属于她的那个角落，蹲下去低了头，委屈的泪水又滚出了眼眶。

燕志云精选了一些瘦肉，把肥肉放进锅里熬油。阵阵扑鼻的肉香、油香袭来，饥饿的丽丽一个劲地咽着口水。5岁半了，她从来没吃饱过肚子。

借妈妈出去上厕所的机会，丽丽再也经不住那香味的诱惑。她怯生生地一步一步挪到炉子边，贪婪地吸吮着扑鼻的热气，然后小心地用勺捞起一块肉渣，用颤巍巍的小手举到嘴边，轻轻地吹了吹，迫不及待地送进了嘴里，好香啊!她舔舔嘴唇，又捞起一块大一点的肉渣……

“死丫头，馋死你了。”妈的声音像炸雷在她头顶响过，送到嘴边的肉渣和勺子被打落地上。燕志云一把揪起女儿的头发，用力将丽丽的头向墙上撞去——对丽丽来讲，这是常事了，长期的经验告诉她假如哭出声音来，妈妈会打得更凶。她强忍着剧痛，流着眼泪，任凭妈妈肆虐。

气喘吁吁的燕志云将女儿残酷地折磨了一阵后，仍觉得不解气。她一下子看到正在沸腾的油锅，再一次揪住丽丽的头发，一翻手腕，使丽丽头朝天，然后拽过一块抹布，围在丽丽的胸前，用大腿夹住丽丽的身体，一只手捏开丽丽的嘴，一只手舀起一勺滚烫的大油，向丽丽的嘴里灌去……

“吱啦——”丽丽的嘴边升起一股白烟。

“哇——”很少发出哭声的丽丽一下子迸出了撕心裂肺的凄惨哭声。丧心病狂的燕志云将女儿的嘴捏得紧了，从丽丽嘴角流出的油水、血水染红了她肥大的手掌，一滴滴掉在地上，丽丽拼命地在母亲腿间挣扎……

当晚，在妈妈和哥哥吃饭时，丽丽和往常一样端着自己的小碗挪到母亲身边，从那焦黑的小嘴里艰难地挤出低低的声音：“好妈妈，丽丽要吃饭。”燕志云没等女儿把话说完，就冲她厉声嚷道：“今天没你的饭，看你以后再嘴馋。”说完看也不看丽丽一眼，开始大口大口地嚼肉。

丽丽无奈，一步一步地又挪到墙角，蹲在地上，用脏兮兮的小手轻轻地抚摸着疼痛难忍的嘴唇和下巴，眼泪“吧哒、吧哒”地滚落下来……

第二天、第三天……第七天，丽丽都很少吃东西。9日下午，她一连拉了五六次肚子。燕志云不仅没带丽丽去医院看病，反而揪拧丽丽的耳朵，痛斥道：“死丫头，该死啦，一天拉那么多。”说完，顺手抄起一根竹棍朝丽丽的臀部、腿部狠狠地抽打……

晚上，遍体鳞伤的丽丽被阵阵的疼痛折磨得坐卧不宁。无尽的痛苦使她泪流成河：爸爸2月份就到山东打工赚钱去了。其实就是爸爸在家里，丽丽也同样摆脱不了遭毒打和忍受饥饿，爸爸下手有时比妈妈还狠呢。丽丽最盼望居委会张奶奶来她家，每次张奶奶来都先给她东西吃，然后还要关心地问这问那，就像妈妈对哥哥那样好。但她不敢和张奶奶说话，妈妈凶狠的目光无时不瞪着自己，她只能含泪用感激的目光看着张奶奶慈祥的面孔。

丽丽感到口渴难忍，便以乞求的声音对妈妈说：“好妈妈，丽丽渴，丽丽想喝水。”

正在看电视的燕志云不耐烦地骂道；“你的麻烦事真多。”边说边将半杯水递给丽丽。丽丽只喝了两口，因嘴角和腿上的疼痛袭来，她不得不放下了手中的杯子。

“啪——”一记耳光又甩在她脸上：“死丫头，尽折腾老娘。”

丽丽捂着脸倒在床上，含着眼泪悄悄地睡了。10日凌晨1时左右，她蹲在痰盂上撒尿，突然“咣当”一声，丽丽的一句“妈妈”还没喊完，便永远倒在了地上：她的眼睛睁得大大的，似乎还想好好看看这个世界；她的嘴巴也张得大大的，好像还有很多话要讲。但是，她的眼腈再也看不见了，她的嘴巴再也不会说什么了。



可怜的小丽丽死了。燕志云为躲避人们的指责，赶紧扒下尸体上的破烂衣裤，匆匆套上丽丽生前最想穿而从未穿过的新衣裤，但是，她残害、虐待女儿的罪恶是无法掩盖的。

当验尸的公共安全专家人员解开丽丽的衣裤时，简直不敢相信自己的眼睛：5岁多的孩子身高不足95厘米，一道道肋骨似乎要将那层薄薄的肉皮顶破，屁股上的两块骨头高耸着，黄稀的头发被揪拽得长短不一；丽丽的身上除了脚掌外，再也找不出一块没有伤痕的地方，有的地方甚至溃烂流着脓水；她的嘴唇和下巴被烫得翻了皮，手脚指甲因严重瘀血变得乌黑，就连孩子的外****也是伤痕累累。在丽丽家，公共安全专家人员还从衣柜下的一个角落里发现了丽丽生前铺过的一张绒线小毯子，上面留有斑斑血迹——谁能相信这些“杰作”竟出自丽丽的亲生母亲燕志云之手?

“罪孽呀!简直是罪孽!”西宁市兴海路兴西居委会的治保调解主任张育英(即前面提到的张奶奶)看到这一幕，禁不住落下了眼泪。她不禁联想起两年前丽丽被缝嘴的那幕情景：

那是1990年12月10日晚，邻居少女马秀青到燕志云家去借电路保险丝，她一进门发现丽丽跪在搓衣板上，燕志云极力用身体遮挡她的视线。马秀青早就耳闻目睹过燕志云虐待小女儿的行径，今天燕的反常行动引起她的怀疑，她猛地推开燕志云；一下子惊得目瞪口呆：年仅3岁的丽丽嘴上被膨体纱线缝了4针，黄色的线被鲜血染红，打了结的线头还长长地垂挂在嘴边，丽丽的眼泪如断了线的珠子，将前胸都浸透了……

“你，你这是干什么?”17岁的少女马秀青心惊肉跳，不忍再看下去，说话时连呼吸都变得急促了。

“这个死丫头，背着我吃鸡食，你说那东西多脏。我缝住她的嘴，看她以后还敢不敢偷吃。”燕志云不屑一顾地说着，“你不要告诉别人，我马上就把线拆了。”说完，燕志云抓起打结的线头，用力将线抽出，只见丽丽的嘴唇血流不止……

这残酷的一幕惨不忍睹，马秀青扭身跑回家中，趴在床上大哭起来。马家人一问原由，又惊讶又气愤，立即向街道居委会反映了这一情况。

居委会的张育英等人赶到燕志云家，只见身体瘦弱的丽丽神情萎顿，脖子上两处被掐得瘀血，鼻梁与脸颊上有四处青紫痕迹，上下嘴唇有4个明显的点状瘀血斑。更使人伤心的是，数九寒天丽丽穿的是破烂不堪的单衣裤，脚上穿的是凉鞋。当张奶奶脱下她的凉鞋，发现丽丽的双脚冻得红肿，脏兮兮的袜子被脓血粘在脚上，怎么也脱不下来……

燕志云因3岁的女儿偷吃鸡食而缝住女儿的嘴，这恶行一时轰动了青海高原，《人民公共安全专家报》、《青海日报》、《西宁晚报》都作了报道。人们纷纷谴责燕志云。按理说，她应该有所醒悟，有所收敛，谁知两年多来，她仍然惨绝人寰地虐待女儿，甚至更加变本加厉。

街坊们不止一次劝阻过燕志云虐待女儿的恶行；居委会的干部们快把她家的门坎都踏平了，好话赖话也说尽了，但一切仍是徒劳。可怜的小丽丽最终惨死在她的手下。

读到这里，读者不禁要气愤地问：燕志云究竟是个什么人，她为什么要接二连三地虐待、折磨自己的亲生女儿呢?

燕志云今年32岁，原是青海省西宁市民族鞋帽厂的合同工，丽丽是她违反计划生育政策偷生的。为了逃避单位给她的处分，丽丽刚生下来，就把丽丽交给刚生孩子的弟媳喂养。40天后，她在西宁市南川地区找了个保姆，把丽丽送到了保姆家中。但是，纸包不住火，一年以后单位了解到这一情况，将她辞退。从此她便整天呆在家中，丽丽也从保姆那儿回到了她身边。

燕志云丢了工作，就拿丽丽出气。当时丽丽还不到两岁，生理上还没有形成自理大小便的能力，经常在床上和裤子里拉屎拉尿。就因为这，燕志云无情地毒打女儿，并狠狠地捏掐丽丽的****，不掐出血来绝不松手……渐渐地，时时抱着恐惧心理的丽丽大小便失禁了，有时燕志云对她大吼一声，她都会吓得拉一裤子屎。

假如燕志云对女儿进行耐心的教育和诱导，再辅以必要的治疗，大小便失禁的病是完全可以治愈的。但是，作为母亲的燕志云却对女儿不停地毒打，并且对丽丽限食、限水。燕志云规定丽丽吃饭时必须自己手捧小碗，到她面前说“好妈妈，丽丽要吃饭”后，才给她盛饭，否则不给吃饭。假如丽丽因“不听大人的话”而惹“大人生气”，则要受罚，这一天她任何东西都吃不到。

丽丽每天只吃两个拳头大小的馒头或两小半碗面条，常常被饥饿折磨。有一次她在玩耍时碰见冶阿姨，便对她说：“阿姨，我饿。”冶阿姨看她那可怜的样子，从自己家中拿了馒头给她，她刚咬了两口，就被燕志云发现，燕一把夺过馒头，扔到地上，用脚踩碎后，又一脚将丽丽踢倒，还把冶阿姨骂了个狗血喷头。从此，燕志云不再让女儿走出家门一步。

因为饥饿，丽丽不止一次跪在妈妈面前乞求：好妈妈，给丽丽吃饭，丽丽饿，丽丽以后再也不尿裤裤了，丽丽今后一定改。但是，她的乞求换来的却是白眼；因为饥饿，她偷吃馍馍被燕志云发现后，用小锤砸她的手指和脚趾；因为饥饿，她抓吃鸡食被缝嘴；因为饥饿，她偷吃油渣被灌热油……狠心的燕志云宁可将好端端的白米饭喂鸡，也不给丽丽吃。

两岁开始，丽丽的衣裤都是自己洗。冬天，她的小手被冻得像个小胡萝卜，而且裂开的伤口时常流脓淌血。就这样，她的小手还常常要遭母亲的毒打。有一次，她去倒痰盂，不小心在公用厕所的冰碴上跌倒。好心的街坊扶起她，送回家中。丽丽随即遭到一根竹条的无情抽打。小丽丽身上的伤痕新的摞旧的，从未好过。严冬来临，丽丽除了遭毒打，受饥饿外，还要忍受寒冷的侵袭。青海高原的冬季是严寒而漫长的，平均气温在-10℃左右。丽丽家的3间屋子里，南面的两间都架着煤球炉子，但这两间属于爸爸妈妈和哥哥，他们都嫌她“臭”，不让她进那两间屋子，丽丽只好一个人蜷缩在阴面又冷又潮的小北屋里，身上盖的是一床薄薄的婴儿被。

当妈的不心疼自己的孩子，当爹的也同样。丽丽的爸爸忙于在外赚钱，一有闲暇只顾和儿子亲热，给予丽丽只有无情的斥责和殴打。去年的一天，丽丽在厕所里蹲得时间长了一些，他就冲进厕所，将女儿连踢带打拖回了家中。燕志云缝了丽丽的嘴遭人谴责时，夫妇俩好像没当一回事。

在采访中，我们还为燕志云这个只有小学文化程度的法盲感到悲哀：当别人一再劝阻她不要虐待孩子时，她拿出泼妇骂街的本领嚷嚷道：“我自己的孩子，我愿怎么打就怎么打，你们管不着!”进了收审所，她对自己的罪行毫无悔过之意，认为这一切都是“该死的丽丽”给她找的麻烦，她甚至不解：打自己的孩子算犯法

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'' 大都会阳光美少女 '' !! =)

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i went Tropicana City Mall with my family for watching 大都会阳光美少女's competition on 26th Sept 2010 .. ** i'm still having a fever =.= **


it was really cool ..those girls are talented ~~ and even one gal show us her 变脸 skill ~ it's awesome !! ^^ .. and i even saw my ''fren's'' sis .. ( she's attending the competition too ) cheer for her =)



then , .. i saw him , my ''fren'', after a couple of year .. he wore blue shirts and shorts.. i was shocked when i saw him .. who i missed so much .. we've lost contact for a long time .. and now we met .. bt we didn't get to say ' hello ' to each other .. i have no dare to walk near him .. i'm nervous .. i was thinking , should i go and say hello to him ?? or ?? i don't know .. my mind was blanked tat time .. i can't think of anything ....


at last .. u're gone .. i've lost the chance .. i regret it.. bt when the competition is over .. my family and i went for dinner at a restaurant .. and then , i saw u again .. sitting at the corner with ur ' bro ' .. i finally cheer up myself .. i wave to u and smile .. luckily u gave me response .. >M<''..


so that's how me met .. again .. i really miss you .. wish we can talk to each other next time me meet .. =)



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Daddy , i ♥ u . i swear .

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i celebrated mooncake festival with my family at my grandparent's house on 25th Sept 2010..


On that day , i felt that my daddy wasn't really love me .. he didn't care about me ..even i'm sick .. i hate this feeling .. SERIOUSLY .


it's not that he doesn't fulfill my need in my life , yes, he did gave me money, buy things that i need to use, let me eat things that are good and give a nice and comfortable place for me to live .. bt that's not the problem.. it's all about love and caring for me , as a father ...


i really can't feel any love from him , honestly .. all i need is a father's care, i really need it .... .... i took after my father .. i looked like him.. not just face, even my personalities .. ( many people agree with it =] )


But WHY ???? ....... why there's a BIG F*CKING WALL staying between us ?? .. it STOPPED me .. STOPPING me from HUGGING u , GIVING A WARM SMILE to u , and even TELL u that '' I LOVE YOU '' ... ...


and we doesn't have any thing to talked about when we're alone .. just me , and you . the feeling become weird when we face each other.. even we're out for meal ( alone ) .


Is this all because of u didn't see it by urself when i came to this world ??!!.. Gosh .. how can it be ?? .. how i wish time flows back .. .. u've watched two of my sister coming to this world .. except me .. nobody helped my mom to call u .. so u missed it .. this doesn't happend to them but ME !!!!!!!


why ? .. .. does this means that we don't have FATE ??...



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